Freda Kelly in the Beatles years |
For Beatles fans, the idea that there is a major player in the band’s story we are unfamiliar with seems absurd. Hasn’t every aspect of this saga been done to death? Nonetheless, here she is, in the recent documentary, Good Ol’ Freda: Freda Kelly, secretary and official liaison to the Beatles’ fan club from 1961 to 1972. There she was, almost from the band’s beginning to a bit past the end, and she’s telling her tale at last.
Part of the charm of this documentary is the way it plays with our sense of scale and perspective. We are present as the world turns its attention toward the Beatles up to 11, but we view the whole thing from the point of view of a naive local teenager. It’s like getting chambermaid’s view to the royal palace. Those expecting the chambermaid to show off the dirty laundry, however, are in for a let-down. While she hints that there are some secrets she still maintains, the filmmakers, Ryan White and Kathy McCabe, don’t push her much about the private lives of the Beatles. Her own story, that of a more-or-less ordinary person, who happened to find herself near the white hot center of the Sixties, is allowed to suffice. (It’s also, perhaps, true that Freda’s own steely resolve continued to disallow that form of prying. Almost the beginning of her stint with the Beatles, she claims, she was offered bribes from the press in return for confidential Beatles information. She is not about to be tempted now.)
Freda’s own story carries a strong whiff of the fairy tale about it, specifically, of Cinderella. After having lost her mother as a toddler, she was living with her loving but rather stern father when the Beatles catapulted into her life. A working woman at 17, part of a local typing pool, she happened across the band at the Cavern, which became something of a second home, and the fan scene surrounding them, which formed a kind of family. Hired by Epstein to handle correspondence for the burgeoning band, she was swept into their circle just as they emerged on the international stage. In spite of her direct access to what became the biggest stars in the world, she never lost her sense of kinship with their teenage fan base. She brought a girlish fervor to her job, frequently staying up until four in the morning to reply to as many letters as possible. Her integrity verged on the fanatical: if Freda sent you a pillowcase she said Ringo had slept on, you could take that to the bank. (She once fired a group of young local assistants whom she caught sending off someone else’s hair instead of Paul’s. The counterfeit hairist still seems uttterly perplexed by the episode fifty years later. What did she do wrong?) For Freda, it’s clear, maintaining the Beatles fan club was a calling.
As we experience the growing phenomenon of the Beatles through the eyes of this young Liverpoolian, things become rather Alice in Wonderlandish: everything gets bigger than she could possibly have imagined. Her first sense of the enormity of what was to come arrives when she unthinkingly gives out her home address as the official location of the Beatles fan club. Her father grows increasingly apoplectic as cart after cart of Beatles notes, presents and requests begin to arrive at his doorstep, burying his own bills and the odd personal letter in their midst.
Her second major shock came several years later,with the official tribute the city of Liverpool paid to the Beatles at the Town Hall.
Looking out from the balcony behind the Beatles and their families, she has an almost psychedelic experience as her gaze telescoped outwards. People, masses of them, expanding further than her eye could take in, well beyond the Liverpool horizon. We get a sense of the sweetness and innocence she had then as she looks back on the episode; their fame didn’t hit her properly until she saw they had become bigger than all of Liverpool!
Liverpool itself looms heavily over the film; Freda continued on as secretary to the Beatles from Liverpool, tending her ailing father, even after the Beatles had moved to London. She lives there still, in her own row house. We catch glimpses as she moves about her daily life, shops, drives to work, but the view we get from the Town Hall as she relives this moment from 1963 is the most sweeping and layered. We see the ornate buildings, the pride of a once wealthy and important port city, but one which today looks empty, largely abandoned, and grimey around the edges. Besides the sweetness of her own youthful wonder , we also get a sense of the inexorableness of time--of loss, and decay.
Freda, it’s fair to say, worked the 18-hour-days of a Silicon Valley employee in a promising start-up. And what was Beatlemania, after all, if not the largest social network the world had ever known, linking people on various continents through the crude early code of Paul-John-George-Ringo, a system nonetheless capable of generating shifts in consciousness and vast international rumors. “Paul is Dead.” Or is he?
Freda, it’s fair to say, worked the 18-hour-days of a Silicon Valley employee in a promising start-up. And what was Beatlemania, after all, if not the largest social network the world had ever known, linking people on various continents through the crude early code of Paul-John-George-Ringo, a system nonetheless capable of generating shifts in consciousness and vast international rumors. “Paul is Dead.” Or is he?
The metaphor takes us only so far--the Apple of Lennon/McCartney was not that of Steve Jobs or even of Gwyneth Paltrow. In other words, Freda had no real stake in the company, nor did her girlish good looks, hard work, or long hours translate, in the end, to much in the way of hard cash. So what happens to Cinderella after she attends the ball, finds it perfectly delightful, then returns to her somewhat pinched life in the north of England?
Freda herself expresses no dissatisfaction with this outcome, even as she’s filmed sifting through her few remaining boxes of Beatles memorabilia up in the attic. “I could have been a millionaire,” she muses, if only she had hoarded the loads of stuff she once had. Instead she distributed it to fans, even as she continued to answer their mail for years, off the clock, a few letters at a time. She philosophizes a bit towards the end about the trajectory of her life. “People have the wrong idea about fame,” she remarks, then points out that it did not save John and George from their early deaths (She’s too kind to point out fame actually ushered them towards those deaths.). The filmmakers clearly laude her modest, anti-materialist approach to life, and honor her life with their own insistently small-scale documentation.
Yet a sense of grievance hangs about the film, in the person of her daughter. Interviewed several times on her mother’s couch, she looks like a millennial version of her mother, mod-haircut but also nose-ring. She is lovely, but faces the camera with a guarded, distrustful expression. This is evidently a young woman with a grudge. She asks questions otherwise unexpressed in the film: Why didn’t her mother see any of the wealth she helped to create? Why does she continue to work full-time as a secretary well past retirement age? She appears suspicious, above all, that once again the big shots have come knocking at her mother’s door, only to depart without sharing the dividends.
Yet a sense of grievance hangs about the film, in the person of her daughter. Interviewed several times on her mother’s couch, she looks like a millennial version of her mother, mod-haircut but also nose-ring. She is lovely, but faces the camera with a guarded, distrustful expression. This is evidently a young woman with a grudge. She asks questions otherwise unexpressed in the film: Why didn’t her mother see any of the wealth she helped to create? Why does she continue to work full-time as a secretary well past retirement age? She appears suspicious, above all, that once again the big shots have come knocking at her mother’s door, only to depart without sharing the dividends.